Lately I've been feeling quite superior.
A lot of times in my life people have asked me why I made certain decisions, scoffed and laughed at me for doing so, argued against me heavily, and made the opposing decision with a seemingly important crowd of people behind them, cheering them on. Meanwhile, an opposition to ideals and thoughts that I have that I cannot for the life of me, understand why anyone would even care to oppose them. I mean, they are mine, and I share them... no other thoughts provoke such a response. But certain thoughts do provoke an opposing response. They fought so hard, claiming to be a champion of the people. Claiming I was wrong and that my opinion was so harmful, that even considering it would bring dire consequenses.
It turns out I was correct in most my presumtions. No matter how many I correctly assume, I cannot seem to ever be able to extrapolate this data amongst greater data sets and variables. It never works and its as if through each greater dimension (or refraction?) it seems to reset and get replayed instead of having a direct effect. Almost as if it's managed by some unseen entity or entities. At any rate, this has made me feel quite superior to my former self. Progress has been made, and continues to be so. I'm looking forward to this.